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Efua's Diary Entry 2 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Efua's Diary Entry 2

41, ѕeαѕoɴ oғ тнe coloѕѕυѕ - ɴoveмвer 11 - Seems that things are not as dramatic or chaotic as I first had thought with house Light, Clarent. Whatever issues I had with Lord Light and his Household have all defused themselves by the right approach of remaining patient and controlled. The lady with whom these matters had arisen has come to apologise which allows us to start with a fresh slate. And with that in mind there are no further tensions between myself and any other of the nobles or their staff. I find myself quite proud of having passed my first week witho

Efua's Diary Entry 1 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Efua's Diary Entry 1

40, ѕeαѕoɴ oғ тнe coloѕѕυѕ - ɴoveмвer 10 - I believe it is time that I resume this old habit of mine to write down the latest of events in my life, once again I will entrust my deepest thoughts to you, Clarent. As we did as children and when we grew up. And as I continued to do on these pages after you passed away. It would be foolish to say that I do not miss you, an outright lie. Not only were you the elder brother that guided my ever step with gentle support, you also were the person I trusted most and could talk to without worrying about saying something wron

Siyala Claeys: Journal Entry 49 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Claeys: Journal Entry 49

Entry 49, april 18, 1327 The final one I know I have not written this last year as much as I once did but I felt like I would repeat myself too much. Pluck too often at the old wounds that were scabbed and never appeared to fade no matter how often I glossed over them or ignored them, at times they may have felt like they were finally gone. But in the end they never were. All the pain and the truth, I wore like a battle wound, so ashamed, so confused. I was broken and bruised. I thought I was the warrior that could conquer it all, with Ryder by my side. I was all too wrong. Now these will be my final words on paper, forever to be silenced by

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 48 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 48

Entry 48, May 7 , 1326 AE Who'd have thought that one of the most precious gifts could come from a Nightmare Sylvari? Who'd have thought that someone who appears to be lost could give me something so valuable? These last hours I have gathered piles of sketches and drawings to not forget details, to keep everything vividly in mind and not lose the things I've been shown. Perhaps I should start from the beginning. For as much I'm concerned things have been calm these last days, other than the few small incidents and moments of aggrovation that have happened. Nothing I bother myself too much with though, I'm slowly starting to learn to not se

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 57 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 57

Entry 47, May 2 , 1326 AE It's time for me to sit down and go through everything one by one. Try and clear out the maze of thoughts, fears and emotions from myself and put them down in something that may resemble order on these pages. Take a moment to search for words to explain and get an overview of things, like Ryder did or tried. That's where I will have to start, Ryder. One certainty has remained constant during all this. Remained unfaltering and secure. I love him. Never will I doubt that I do, nothing that happens can make me wonder if perhaps these feelings were all imagined. Too much has happened for us to be driven apart. Too mu

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 46 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 46

Entry 46, April 27 , 1326 AE My head hurts, my chest hurts. I feel like I've been running for hours and can't breathe. Head pounding like the worst hangover in my life. I should be resting, I should stay in bed but I feel too restless and too worried. I sitll don't know if Leo is alive right now, haven't heard from him. I'm alive, by some miracle. Thanks to Bear. And D. These last two nights, I just... Ryder and I came to the Arch to be away from what had been happening, needed a break to breathe again and move on. Like he said, rebuilt from the ruins that all these events had left in their wake. My ruins, better and more beautiful than b

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 45 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 45

Entry 45, April 22 , 1326 AE It's over, it's done. All these weeks for nothing. The end I wanted not given. Not yet everyone keeps telling me. He deserves it, that much is sure. But can I condemn myself, my friends or Ryder to do it? Perhaps I can, it's a twisted sense of justice. We need justice. I need justice. What was I thinking anyway, as if law ever had been my friend before. I was a fool, am a fool. And Ryder was right. It hasn't been worth it. In a few months that bastard will just be back to how he was, the few months forgotten and he still hasn't paid for his crimes. And then some wonder why people get driven to take justice into

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 44 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 44

Entry 44, April 11 , 1326 AE Something has kept me from writing at all, not that I didn't have the time but I think I just didn't want to put words to the things around me, or about me, from these last weeks. And now I can smack myself over the head for not having done that, things pile up and I don't have a clue where to start now at all. There's quite a lot to get off my chest afterall. Figuring out which to pick first isn't all that easy it seems, the nerves of the trial are starting to become rather noticeable by now and I feel as if I'm all over the place. Not even trying to get a break helps at this stage. Well, perhaps that depends o

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 43 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 43

Entry 43, March 23 , 1326 AE It's likely going to go downhill from here. I've been repeating those words over and over in my head. Don't even know where to start, it's been months since I picked up my journal to write down what is happening around me. Seems like I always have to scribble in these pages when things are nothing but utter chaos, utter...pain. Yes pain. That's what rules me what right now, but who sees this and knows of this? Nobody, I've grown strong enough to hide it when around people, put on that mask to get done what needs doing. It scares me, moving on, keep going, hide and pretend. Begin at where it began perhaps? I'll

Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 42 by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Siyala Marsyna: Journal Entry 42

Entry 42, February 4 , 1326 AE A puppy, that crazy loving brilliant fool got me a puppy! A wolf-pup and he's so Gods damned adorable! (Good thing my journal cannot show the sounds I'm currently making) I named the little rascal "Goggie", not the toughest of names but I can tell you Sandman, the bastard is already proving to be a real terror. Hence his full name is "Goggie the Trouble, Terror of house Marsyna" Not that he looks remotely threatening, with the fluffy fur, cute adorable little eyes and clumsy paws. Nope not even a little, but I swear he tries! He growls constantly at Ryder when he tries to get close. Well that backfired there

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Imagination of Death by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Imagination of Death

Today I finished a book, The Book Thief. On my way home on the bus I read the last few pages and couldn't hold myself together. This is the second time I finished this book, yet I can't remember such severe impact from it before. The girl's father dying during a bombing in the war, seen from Death's perspective. I knew this was going to happen, plot is spoiled at the start of this brilliant book. But the way it was described struck me hard. Perhaps I read it the first time before my own dad died? I can't even properly remember. But the book got me thinking. Seeing loss and humanity through the eyes of the one who picks up their souls when th

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Words of a Mother by AmazingScorpioQueen, literature

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Words of a Mother

Somewhere far away there is a beautifull girl To me she is the rarest and most precious pearl. When the sound of her laughter reaches my ears. It is utterly divine and makes me forget all the tears. Her arms around me when I hold her close Firmly yet so cautious for my sweet little rose. The smile on her face so cheeky and bright. Eyes that are more clear than stars in the night. Lips that never cease moving, talking out loud. Energy without a limit to run, laugh and shout. Time is known to fly and hours have gone by Our day is over and it's time for our goodbye. My child, my darling sweet child, Daughter of mine, cheerfull and wild. G

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Nov 1
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Deviant for 13 years
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I'm not good at these things as I never come up with things that might interest others but hey I can give it a shot I guess ^^

Let's see where to start,
I'm Just yet another profile on DeviantArt, A young woman who enjoys music, reading, roleplay, writing, movies and friends.
Let's say the creational type I guess ^^
I might not have much talent in drawing things, nor do I think any of my writings are expectionally good but it's something I enjoy doing alot as I mostly write poems that are very personal and emotional.
As a World of Warcraft player I also RolePlay the characters I play and thus come up with backgrounds or often small stories wich will eventually end up on here (If I don't forget or don't like them at all xD)

Guess that's about it ... there is not much one would share with random strangers that come visit your profile so this will have to do :p

*waves*

Current Residence: Belgium
Favourite genre of music: Anything but goth/metal/harcore
Favourite style of art: Realistic/detailed
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano
Wallpaper of choice: My daughter
Personal Quote: Manage to smile and not to frown in a life turned upside down

Favourite Movies

Avatar, LotR, Harry Potter, fantasy, romance, drama, comedy

Favourite TV Shows

Big bang theory, HiMyM, According to Jim, Ly wife and kids, Grounded for life, Gossip Girl, Charmed, True Blood

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Plumb, Clouseau, 80's, 90's, Bryan adams

Favourite Books

Harry potter, Ruby-series, Earthchildren, Lord of the rings, Anna frank, The book thief, Angel

Favourite Writers

Jean M auel, Dan brown, Virginia Andrews, JK Rowling, ...

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AmazingScorpioQueen

Mar 6, 2012

Tumblr Time

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Yep, I have fallen to the temptation and now I can call myself part of the tumblr-community. But who cares? No clue, I do probably. What I'll use it for? Random sproutings of my head? Rant, vent, spam? Sounds like me I guess, upload photo's, screens, WoW-related stuff and writings... Time to let the world out there know who I am! Or not really, just a select few who'll end up even bothering to go there I would guess, because how interesting can the life of a gaming mom be really? Yeah as I thought not too alluring now is it? xD Oh well, for those on here who do give a damn: http://amazingscorpioqueen.tumblr.com/ Have fun, ... or not ;)

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AmazingScorpioQueen

May 31, 2011

Memories of a Father

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My mother had told me that she wanted people to write down their most cherished memory of my father so I decided to do so myself, it was hard at first to try and figure out which one was more important to me but this is what the result of my thoughts was: Where would I start, how do I write down the one memory that I cherish most from the twenty-two years with my father? It's painfull to try and find just one single moment that means more to me then anything else, and it's impossible. The man he was and what he meant to me can't be written down in one single story. Years that passed and a childhood left behind, memories fading and slipping

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AmazingScorpioQueen

Sep 28, 2010

Dreams and Nightmares

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Everyone dreams,so do I. Unfortunatly most of my dreams are nightmares. In the end I just can't remember what my dreams are about, no matter how hard I try. Most of the time I can just recall the feelings that stirred while having the dream. For once in a very long time I finally remembered what I have dreamt 2 nights ago. And it's stuck in my head. The images keep playing in my head and it's driving me mad to be honest. Don't ask why I'm writing this in a silly public/online journal, I have no idea. Guess I just have to get it off me somehow. I'm not sure if the dream was a nightmare or just a regular dream. I never dream about horrible t